Bye Bye January

Hello February (almost)! I didn't think I'd ever see February on the calendar. My original due date was February 24 - so this is the month I longed for. And now that it's here, I can't believe I'm actually getting that close. But on the other hand, I can't wait to hold you in my arms, so every day is one day closer. Since my last blog, your closest-in-age cousin, Luke was born. I can't believe you are joining a world with 5 male cousins. You are sure to have 5 automatic friends (with another cousin coming shortly too). I'm pretty sure you must be a girl. I mean is it possible to have all boy cousins? I was told that if it has to do with Minor genes, it's possible. Baby, I'm gonna love you either way. You have grown quite a bit in the last few weeks. At least I'm pretty sure it's you growing - you are sure making my belly swell to new widths. It's all worth it - but I just can't wait to get you in my arms. Your dad and I went to a birth class this weekend. It was fun to talk about labor and delivery and imagine bringing you into the world. We've talked quite a bit about when you will actually make your appearance. Will you decide to come before your dad graduates (March 1)? Or will you stall out until beyond your due date (March 5)? As long as you are healthy it really won't bother me when you decide to make your appearance. I get to see your precious face on Tuesday for another ultra sound. I can't wait to see how big you've gotten! I'm sure you look much different with some fat on your little body. The last doctor appointment everything looked good - I'm measuring accurately with no swelling, high blood pressure, or preterm labor. I've been praying fervently that the silly fluid around your heart is gone at this appointment. The specialist thought it would be and I'm keeping you in my close thoughts and prayers. In church last week we sang Our God is Able. Who am I to doubt that the God who raised Jesus from the dead wouldn't cure your heart that's the size of a walnut. God is ABLE! I am just working on trusting and believing in Him completely. In other news, we now have a car sear and stroller. I think this completes the gear we need before you come into the world. I was so excited to get that little car seat for you. I'll be even more excited to put you in it. I told your dad today, "Can you imagine snapping that in and bringing our baby home?" He replied, "I think I'll drive 55 and take the back roads" :) I think this means you are going to make your dad and I slow down a little bit in life. This will be a good thing. Well that's probably enough rambling. I was trying to upload a picture of my belly bump but it won't upload. Maybe I'll figure it out later this week. Until then - 35 more sleeps :O