Not the roofing kind

Do you ever feel like your on a game show and they keep revealing doors and you're like whats behind that door. And the doors just keep coming and coming? Sometimes that's how I feel being pregnant. What is behind the next door? Last week I failed my diabetes test so I had to do the oh so boring three hour test. The results came back negative which I was thankful for. Taking away sweets and carbs would make me one crabby woman! Then last Friday I woke up with a rash on m back. What's behind this door? I called the doc they said not to worry just keep an eye on it. Well this tuesday Sam was starting to get freaked out so he told me I better go in. Sure enough I have shingles, and not the roofing kind. I'm thankful I went in because you are supposed to get on medicine ASAP. So now I'm taking 5 pills a day. At first all I could think about was how all these things could be happening to me. But that's selfish. I can't help but think of all the women out there that would give anything to just have a baby. They wouldn't mind a mild case of shingles just to have a baby of their own. I am so blessed to have a supportive family around me praying me through each day of this pregnancy. Baby, I'm not sure there has been a baby that has been prayed for more than you! I think about you and pray for you constantly. I long for the day I can hold you in my arms. I also long for the day I can tease you about everything you put your mamma through! You are totally worth it. I love you!